This is not easy. It should be. After all, I have waited 22 months for this day. I'm standing in the kitchen admiring once again my gas cook top. Six burners with hefty burner grates. The cooking area is framed in stone and it has a nifty pot-filler too. Was it just five years ago that I thought the pot-filler odd and frivolous? "I doubt I'll ever use it," I recall saying to Rocket-man back then. Now it's a kitchen staple that I'll miss, along with my fabulous pantry with it's utterly-cool decorative glass door. Sigh. So here we are….officially packing-out of our middle-earth abode….the very house that has been absolutely lovely in every way…the one we cannot seem to sell. Makes one wonder…